Here we go again....

Well I have finally bit the bullet and I am going to do my best and get the blog updated. I have dreaded starting again because it just won't be the same without a piece of our family being there. As many of you know Chris was killed in a car crash on December 2nd. Our world was literally turned upside down. Chris is and was my best friend. He truly did anything and everything for me and our family. He didn't just have the title of husband and daddy, he truly was what a husband and daddy are suppose to be. The kids have had to really adjust to daddy not being here since he was so involved in their everyday life. Stafford has had the hardest time being 4 years and realizing that Daddy is not coming back. We talk about Daddy often and he knows he is in heaven, but what 4 year old really understands what that means. I will say though if it wasn't for the kids, I don't know where I would be. They continue Chris's legacy and I can't help but stare at them at times to watch the little things in them that remind me so much of Chris. I also, can't not say enough about my family and friends that have stepped up to the plate for me. I am in awe of it all and what all they have done for me. I love you all so so much. Also, my church family has been amazing also. I sometimes wonder what people would do without that support family. I have had so many new friends come into my life, which have also witnessed tragedy in their family and can not thank God for leading them my way. They have truly also been such a blessing for me and somebody to lean on those days I have so many questions to ask.

I really don't know what else to say, but Thank you all for your support and would really appreciate all the thoughts and prayers to continue. I have attached a few pictures. I hope to update in the upcoming days some of happy times the kids have had.

I Love You Chris!